What I’ve been experiencing lately feels like a full mental transformation. A reframing of how I see the world we’re in—and the world beyond it. The only way I can make this clear is to write it straight from my own journey.
For much of my life, especially in my late 30s, my path has been about finding myself while dismantling the programming I inherited. The programming of society, education, and systems. A few days ago I asked myself: how did I even get here? To this way of thinking?
I realized I’ve always been good at noticing patterns, and at sensing when I’m being lied to. What I once enjoyed, I began to see were just distractions. When those things stopped feeding me, I started questioning not only them—but even my own desires. Because the programming starts early. We’re told to follow A-B-C with little encouragement to think outside the lines. That’s just the surface layer of it.
I stepped off that path. Even with a master’s degree, I can’t say it taught me how to think for myself. Not deeply. Not critically. Society celebrates groupthink, not independent thought. And yet my joy and power live outside those constructs. I could never find peace in what was simply “put before me.”
So I searched for what lies beyond. Beyond the obvious systemic issues. Beyond what’s mainstream. I wanted to know the “why” behind the “why”—the truths that are kept hidden. And here’s the hard truth: there is knowledge locked away, serving only to maintain white power.
To challenge my own programming took courage. I’ve had to walk a middle path, guided only by my North Star: truth. And I’ve had to accept that truth might shatter my old beliefs. That it may come in ways I’ve never considered. I’m okay with changing my mind. I’ve found joy in what hides in the cracks of society, in the unpopular, in the forbidden. And it has given me permission to learn again.
From studying secret societies to exploring worlds before this one, I’ve discovered that knowledge is infinite. That intellect isn’t just what’s taught in a classroom—it exists on multiple levels. There’s academic intellect, but there’s also another layer: spiritual, divine, expansive. That’s the one I’m chasing.
As I keep learning, I realize more than ever: we’re all just playing roles in a larger prophecy. To know thyself is to see beyond the illusions. Politics, government, mainstream distractions—they exist only because we feed them our attention. They thrive on fear. And as long as we keep buying into fear, we stay locked in their script.
But the moment we stop giving it energy? The narrative collapses.
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